It`s surprisingly fine, thank you. :)
I mean, I don`t have anyone or anybody right now but I don`t think I lack anything. Although I must say that it has not been easy for me. Because we all know that when we lose someone, we lose a part of ourselves. I lost a part of myself. But I don`t think I`m beyond irreparable. People had hurt me, maybe both intentionally and not, but I think I just need time to let things fix itself after I`ve done my part with the fixing. I will be able to forgive people, too. But other than that, I have to forgive myself first. Time. I need time. And courage to do this. I don`t think it`s impossible.
I`ll surely pray for guidance. :)